Yeh, you sound quite depressed. Summer does that to some people.. its a loss of control on our lives. So you dont like band much anymore, youll find something else to do with your skills. Youre really musically talented so even if you dont keep band-ing the life out of you, keep up the moosical some how.

Ok... with the xanga, if you think it sucks, fuck it. The truth is people who keep any kind of journal are statistically way more prone to depression than people who said 'fuck it' on the second page of a journal. Theres a logical reason why, but you should only know if youre interested. This comment is long enough. Better just bindly listen to my advice. XD

You arent a loser. social standards are BS. Just be friends with random people. I think your hair is fine, and even if you dont like it, it isnt important. Id be friends with a dude with no arms before a dude with half a brain. Hehe, I stole that line off the Shallow Hal movie. Anyway, I think youre awesome and so do all of my friends. No money, so? hang out with friends. I have some money, but i dont spend it besides art supplies. I hang wit ma homies. Or you could get a job. You have plenty of social skills. Yer funny, and not in the moronic smash-yer-head-open-for-a-laugh way.

OMG when does kaitlin ever SHUT UP?? Im almost done. ^_^ Personally i think depressed people should ditch the xangas. Only people who have something super important for other people to know when theyre dead should keep journals, and im talking explorers or scientists. everyone else... no. You shouldnt say youre a loser cus youre not. Im really glad your my friend. Its fun to yell random shit at you in the hall cus you dont respond with "STFU freak!!"

anyways, ttyl. have a good one.